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House on Red Corner · 2007-03-07
so i’m feeling pretty blah lately. went to a the doctor to see what th problem was and got a referral, a diagnosis and a prescription. right now the medicine makes me even more lazy and rotten feeling than before but at least i know that it will be clearing up soon. everyone tells me it takes a couple of weeks before it begins to work, so until then i live in a crystal clear but blue funk. doesn’t help my mood any that i really want nothing to do with other people, except for the ones who live with me. there is also a little disconnection between me and any expectations which i had about various different things.
schoolwork is just sort of hanging in there, and any attempts at programming are really tharwted by my degree of intolerance for mistakes and perhaps a decrease in concentration. huh. hadn’t really noticed that until just this moment, guess i’ll have to go and tell the nice professionals that indeed is true.
i’m pretty scared about the future at the momentand quite terrified of any sort of change. well at least its really cold and snowy out, not everything is that bad!