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Threshold

2011 · 08 · 12

Each one of our lives is a complex and intricate web of thickly applied self-justifications. In an overwhelming majority of instances, we believe these to be hard and fast limitations, ie I have a physical body that is slowly deteriorating due to the effects of the aging process, I have a finite amount of resources which are readily available for my usage, and perhaps the most insidious of all, I am only one person how much difference can I make? As we peal back these layers of what we loosely term reality, we begin to find out the Truth is completely opposite to these beliefs; I do not have a body, it is just a complex web of self-justifications which creates an avatar which was created so that I might enjoy playing the human game. This game is created through an continuous process of creativity where our higher self is applying it's power to patterns within the field upon which this game is played. This means that the resources we have available to us are infinite for everything that we encounter in this game must be created through this process. Therefore one person, one avatar, when focused upon their love, their passion, can make changes across the entire game. This does not require convincing others to believe in their reality, it only requires that one person to believe in their reality. Naturally, avatars which are experiencing this game with some gravely misguided self-justifications will be able to appreciate some of the more devastating aspects of the game but that is not wrong for their avatar to play it in this manner. At the moment, it is my choice to not delve deeper into the darker portions of the field and how some avatars may manifest it's energy, rather my personal journey is taking me through stages of realization such that I have come to understand that things I recently believe were of utmost vitality to hold on to are indeed the patterns within the field which I need to deflate and recover my power. This power can and will be used in order to further expand my true self into the process of playing the game.
This acrylic on canvas painting, measures 50" x 40", is a symbolic representation of the beginnings of this process. The hands are parting the veils to see the wizard behind the curtain of reality and all that lays beyond is the complex and intricate web of self-justifications that pop up each and every moment. These represent opportunities to reclaim power and to further expand the true self and thereby actualizing a real change across the field.