Pardon me

my attention is strong, focuses like a laser

i am intense, driven towards the moment

this here, this now.

i feel with every fiber of my being

it is just how i am.

period.

i can work on it.

keep my attention diversified

bang on some keys, puddle some paint

create chaos in safe spaces

where i can prance

with child-like abandon.

while i am there, then.

i feel with every fiber of my being.

when my heart bleeds, blood runs pure

when my soul sings, it is pitch perfect

when my mind soars, it is galactic

please, won’t you pardon me,

for this is how i am.